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Paradisa Masq continuing post
Oct. 22nd, 2012 05:37 pm (reposted to continue from here )
[ But he really wants to. Duke wants to get away, to try to stop the feelings from matching up and making sense, perhaps he could get away from them fast enough they wouldn't take root and hurt him again.
But there is a much more physical hurt - not that sometimes it didn't feel like it was a physical hurt - if he tried to go as fast as he could now. Vanyel had a grip on him, and it wouldn't do to try now. ]
Is not, will never be... [ But Duke will shut up, at the very least.
This is the closest to calm as he can get right now, silent and shaking. ]
[ But he really wants to. Duke wants to get away, to try to stop the feelings from matching up and making sense, perhaps he could get away from them fast enough they wouldn't take root and hurt him again.
But there is a much more physical hurt - not that sometimes it didn't feel like it was a physical hurt - if he tried to go as fast as he could now. Vanyel had a grip on him, and it wouldn't do to try now. ]
Is not, will never be... [ But Duke will shut up, at the very least.
This is the closest to calm as he can get right now, silent and shaking. ]
